So after a long time of inner battling I have finally decided 'to hell with it just make a deviant profile'. What I'm going to upload onto it and share? I have no idea. My writing? Nothing I find worthwhile sharing, or nothing I want to share with people. Drawings? I can't remember the last time I drew something, mind you I think over this summer break, considering I have no job, I will start that up again. I just tend to come up with a great idea and then when I get a paper in front of me and put my pencil to work something goes wrong and I try to rush it 'cause I want to have it done and then I give up or I just don't put any work into it. I've watched my friend, Shazz, work on a drawing for weeks and she has so much patience and puts so much thought and dedication into her pieces of art and it pays off and she has these amazing drawings done. How does she do it? I have no idea. Maybe, considering I'm going into an art program for college, I should work on that a little bit. Though, even if I were to draw I don't know how I wouild get it onto deviantart because my scanner, well let's just say I can't remember the last time I used it, I don't know what day and age it's from and I don't even think it's connected to my computer, and the complications of setting it up, well I better as well just buy a new one, but with no job how does one do that? This journal entry ended up being longer then I thought it was going to be. Well anyways, I am just happy that I finally made a profile on this site and not only did I do that but I got the exact username I wanted... my name! Haha in yo faces homies!